I like your thinking. Unfortunately Moslem and Christian fundamentalist, partiarchal religions of all kinds have caused untold misery to our world.
I am a science fiction writer who addresses this issue in my new book series, still under development and under professional edit. In these books I try and present questions about who and what we are, framed in the language of quantum mechanics.
There is a group of scientists and philosophers out there who are on the forefront of putting together exciting theories on the underlying complexity of consciousness, and the universe in which we live. I can assure you their work completely destroys all the concepts currently adopted by fundamentalist religions.
Yes you're right we humans generally are on an incredibly self-destructive path. Climate change is the biggest existential threat the human race has ever faced. It will give rise to untold misery and the deaths of many of us. Let us hope the phoenix of enlightenment will have a chance to rise out of the ashes of our species. That's where my focus currently is thinking about how that might happen.
On a practial level you might enjoy American
Wars a brilliant and presicent book by Omar Akkad. Here is a description of it on Amazon. I have always hoped someone would make a movie of it.
Sarat Chestnut, born in Louisiana, is only six when the Second American Civil War breaks out in 2074. But even she knows that oil is outlawed, that Louisiana is half underwater, that unmanned drones fill the sky. And when her father is killed and her family is forced into Camp Patience for displaced persons, she quickly begins to be shaped by her particular time and place until, finally, through the influence of a mysterious functionary, she is turned into a deadly instrument of war. Telling her story is her nephew, Benjamin Chestnut, born during war - part of the Miraculous Generation - now an old man confronting the dark secret of his past, his family's role in the conflict and, in particular, that of his aunt, a woman who saved his life while destroying untold others.A second American Civil War, a devastating plague, and one family caught deep in the middle - a story that asks what might happen if America were to turn its most devastating policies and deadly weapons upon itself.